There is no perfect person in the world. Although you say that someone is so perfect, she/he has a weakness. So, we have our strength and our weakness and it's different for every person.

Like me. Even some people say that I'm perfect or great, but I'm far from that. I have many kind if weakness too. If there is a people say that my music is great, it's not 100% true. My music is not perfect.

So, there is no 100% perfect people in the world.

Missing My Chilhood Memories

I'm missing my childhood memories so bad. As a 90's liner (born on 90's), I have a lot of beautiful memories without any modern gadget (all I know at that moment were PC and DVD player).

When I was a primary school's student, I took a piano course once a week. I like it, although I didn't get good grades.

Other memory that I like is when I took a swimming course. I like swimming, more than playing a badminton. Swimming is a sport that I like, beside badminton, chess, and baseball.

Another beautiful memory that I remember is when I spend my second school's break time, I usually went to school's library. I like reading a book and I borrow a book every a week.

At that time, I didn't know about smartphone. I didn't know about facebook, although facebook has been released since 2004. Because my dad only use our home's internet for his work.

The most important and the most beautiful moment is when I can play with my friends outside our house. We played badminton, bicycling, hide and seek, and rubber jump or "lompat karet" (indonesian traditional game made from many rubber). We usually play it before we start our english course or after we finish our english course.

Why I Like CNBLUE (Korean Band)

I like CNBLUE more than any south korean boy group. The reasons are:

1. All of them is so talented. All members can sing well, can acting well, and can play some of musical instruments so well.
Jung Yong Hwa: singing, acting, guitar, piano, beatbox, dj, rap, drum, bass
Lee Jong Hyun: singing, acting, guitar, piano
Kang Min Hyuk: singing, acting, piano, drum, flute
Lee Jung Shin: singing, acting, rap, bass, guitar

2. They can entertain people so well. I always happy when I watch their concert on youtube. They so funny on the stage and it can entertain many people.

3. CNBLUE is a solid band. Since Jung Shin join CNBLUE, there is no member that left the group. Almost 8 years together.

4. Their songs are enjoyable.

5. And the main reason is: BECAUSE MIN HYUK IS SO CUTE.

Memasak itu menyenangkan, walaupun merepotkan. Tidak hanya tentang bgaimana memilih bahan yang tepat dan berkualitas, tetapi tentang bagaimana mengolah semua bahan-bahan agar menghasilkan rasa yang enak dan sehat.

Suatu ketika, saat aku sedang putus asa atau kecewa, memasak adalah pelarianku selain bermusik. Aku berkreasi untuk membuat sebuah masakan yang lezat untuk anggota keluargaku, terutama untuk kedua orang tuaku. Walaupun masakan yang saat itu aku buat bukanlah masakan kesukaan kedua orang tuaku, tetapi mereka senang sudah dibuatkan masakan oleh anak perempuan mereka satu-satunya. Hal itu yang membuatku senang dan kembali ceria lagi.

Aku tidak ingin berhenti memasak. Hanya saja, aku tidak memasak sepanjang hari. Banyak hal yang harus aku lakukan, yaitu bekerja di kantor dan mengeluti dunia musik yang dari dulu aku tekuni.

Seperti hari ini. Aku mencoba berkreasi kembali di dapur rumahku. Aku membagi hasil masakanku kepada adikku dan kali ini di mengatakan bahwa rasa masakanku jauh lebih enak dari pada masakan yang sama di waktu yang lalu. Mendengar hal itu, aku tersenyum bahagia.

Aku akan terus berusaha untuk meningkatkan rasa dan kualitas hasil masakanku agar di kemudian hari, aku bisa memasak untuk anggota keluarga kecilku.

Hello, how are you? Long time no write any post on my blog.

I just want to share my life story from the beginning when I started to write a story.

When I was a primary school student, I tried to wrote a poetry and a short story after I red that on a magazine.

After I grew up, when I was a junior high school student, I wrote a short story and my teacher post it on school's board. WOW! It has made me want to write more and more.

Yeah, I tried to write a short story maybe for once or twice a month and also the poetry. I wrote the short story in a paper and I don't save the paper. I hate that!

The time has passed. When I was a senior high school student, I started to write a small novel and I typed it on my laptop or at least, I write it on a book (I don't want to write it on the paper again). I showed my first novel to my friend and she said okay (because I was a beginner at that time). She said to me to improved my skill (of course I do it until now).

So, my first serious novel (not a very short novel again) was wrote  when I was a university student. I don't remember the year, but I guess it was on 2012. The title is Till It become a History (if i don't wrong). I never post it online because that novel is  about my own life. I don't want public to know (after I thought more and more).

And for my first online novel is on 2013, but I delete from my blog and I repost it on my wattpad on 2017. The title is "Elegi Hati" (the title is on Indonesian). Some pages are told about my life, but I change the place, the name, and the situation a little. But the end of that novel is very different from my life because my life is so bored (LOL it's true). So, it's better to change the half of the novel to entertain the readers.

After that, I found a online novel publisher.  The name is "Novel Nusantara". It's a free publisher (you will not get any paid for your novel). I post another novel there and there is a lot of readers. I'm happy and I proud of myself because of that. Many people like my novel.

Now, I move to my wattpad and I'm continuing to write my novel. I hope I can get more nice idea for my future novel.

I miss my piano course at school or outside the school. When I join every piano course, I feel so happy. I can play a piano freely, I can learn how to make an arrangement for a song, I can learn how to play the piano with the right hand position, and the other like that.

But, I can’t be a pianist. It’s just a hobby, not a job. But sometimes, when I have a time for think about it, it always bother me. Should I be a real pianist like Yiruma, Richard Clayderman, or the other famous pianist?

I want to be happy as a pianist, but maybe it’s not the best for me if be a pianist is my main job. But, it’s not make me stop to learn about piano. I still learning, learning, and learning.

First Love

Many people say that fall in love for the first time is unforgettable. I'm agree with them. Why? Because, I still can't forget about fall in love for the first time.

I was a teenager at that time. A senior high school student. I fell in love with a man that older than me. I can't hide that happiness moment although we're not a couple until now.

He is my friend. Not only at school, but at the other place. He is a nice and warm man. On the past, we talked a lot although just by a messenger or a text message. We talked about everything. Game, music, hobbies, food, and the other things. We talked and play a online game together until at a day, I tried to ask him to go to the church together. Unexpected, he said yes to me. So, we went to the nearest church together more than once.

Although we are not a couple until today, I still can't forget the moment that has made me happy at the past. I must say thank you to him.
Hi guys!
Now I will update all my writing on my wattpad (move from here).
So, if you want to read all my story, please go to my wattpad (@MelissaFu)
Thank you :)

Random Though

It's just my random though. Forgove me of there is any mistake on this post.

Today I do random things. I cook, and then I lay on my bed. I'm so lazy.

I just though what should I do. I don't like to wear a lot of make up. I don't like to sit on the salon for more than cut my hair. I don't like to watch something on the cinema rather than watch something on the DVD.

I like surfing on the internet to find any new thing. Instagram, google, and Pinterest are my best friend. Facebook, twitter, and youtube are my neighbor. The other social media is just my aquaintance.

Lately I though should I re-design my bed room? I read Ikea's catalogue to many. Because of that, I want to design my future home.

First: I want to buy a new bed sheet. After that, I want to re-design my desk. Maybe in thw future, I want to buy some new wall decoration for my bed room.

I want to take a rest from composing a while. But for food photography, I don't want to take a rest.




最近,我一直认为我应该唱什么歌。 我不知道。 我想学习很多新歌,但我不敢。

为什么我不敢尝试一首新歌? 因为恐怕不能唱这首歌 许多人会对我笑。 我会很尴尬 这就是我的主要原因。

我应该试着唱mandopop歌吗? 我是中国女孩,但是我从来没有唱过任何普通话歌。 我也不会听任何mandopop歌曲。 我不知道为什么,但在印度尼西亚,mandapop不是着名的。 K-pop或J-pop在这里更加着名。


Hello everyone!

How are you?

Lately, I always thought what song I should sing. I don't know. I want to learn a lot of new songs, but I don't dare to sing it.

Why I don't dare to sing a new song? Because I'm afraid if I can't sing that song. Many people will laugh at me. I will be very embarrassing That's my main reason.

Should I try to sing mandopop song? I am a Chinese girl, but I've never sing any mandopop song. I never listen any mandopop song. I don't know why, but in Indonesia, mandapop is not famous. K-pop or J-pop is more famous here.

Should I start to learn from now?